Today I’ve been in a funky mood. My energy have been lower. I haven’t felt like doing anything. And nor have I. We had breakfast. Petri bought some snacks for lunch. We’re gonna have dinner now. And that’s a day spent doing nothing much productive, just hanging a lot on youtube and different websites.
I feel guilty for being in a new country, a beautiful one, and I have so little motivation to explore it. But then again, I try to remind myself that that’s not our intention behind being here. We came here to relax, to not have to worry and to get over the break in to the van and that whole panic-stress situation. So I try to breath and remind myself that what I do is enough, and just because instagram is flooded with beautiful pictures from here, I don’t have to experience all of that as well. Maybe another time, when we are here to explore. Or maybe that’s not another time, and that’s ok too.